Dear Diary,
Merry Christmas! Huh? Yeah I know that I'm a day late. I'm also a dollar short. Oh? You're not concerned? Well you should have been, cause that was gonna be my gift to you. Its not like you even deserve that. Hell I don't deserve much of what I got. And I'm speaking specifically about the weight I "received" over the last few days. Really over the last few months, but I did get some confirmation that its still not my fault. Kinda. I took a blood test for my thyroid crap and come to find out that about two weeks after my thyroid was removed something changed dramatically. The numbers are kind of confusing, but my meds were changed and has started to correct my hypothyroid condition somewhat. I am still far from where I was before the surgery though. I'm hoping that my doctor will again step my dosage up which may help me step it up again. But what I really need to do is step away from the table. But truth be told, I'm pretty sure my increased hunger is all tied up in this hormone bulls**t too. I just have to take things step by step and hope to get back to the momentum I've seemed to have left behind. With all these damn steps, it seems like I could use a 12 step program. Huh? Hell naw I'm not gonna be doing a damn step class. On top of that s**t being for the birds, it costs money. By the way let me borrow a dollar...
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