Dear Diary,
Sometimes I'm pretty clear on the fact that a lot of this weight loss stuff is mind over matter. If your mindset is right, then you can get through many of the day to day struggles that goes along with attempts to lose weight. I've had the right mindset for most of this time I've been working through things, but I don't know what the f*** I was thinking yesterday. It was my little girls 10th birthday and we took her to Hometown Buffet. My first plate looked like some kids made it. Potato wedges, fried chicken, fried fish and pizza. Plus I had and icee to drink. TLO looked at me like I had lost my mind. I made up for that with my second plate, which was more like what I had been accustomed to eating as of late. Some baked fish, mashed potatoes, corn and green beans. And some grape sprite. Can't forget that. Also can't forget the look on TLO's face when I came back with my third plate. Huh? Yeah I got a third plate a**. Its all you can eat. Not all you should eat or only eat what you think is good for you. I have a problem with making sure I get my moneys worth at a buffet. I should never be allowed in those things. Its just a mistake waiting to happen. I still have a huge appetite. Its a blessing that I've made it this far with my weight loss. I can eat my a** off. Which I did when I came back to the table with a plate full of desserts. Four to be exact. Carrot cake, a lemon bar, a cupcake and a cinnamon roll. There was enough sugar on that plate to power a young kid for a week. Huh? Nope. I didn't eat it all. Only because TLO was looking like she'd kill me if the sugar didn't. It didn't matter to her what the f*** my mindset was yesterday.
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