Dear diary,
No big change yesterday. That's fine for now. But I have my month end goal to get to so I'm working hard. TLO asked if I was still riding the bike. Not sure if she's been paying me too much attention lately, but it's nice to get encouragement along the way and know she's checking on me from time to time. It keeps me moving especially when I think I can't lose more. And of course you're no f***ing help. I'm doing this for me, but sometimes I'm pretty sure I'm looking for attention. No it's not a cry for help a**hole. I just don't feel like dwelling in obscurity. So luckily, I got a couple of compliments yesterday from people I work with. I told one lady that I lost weight by riding the bike and eating better. It's funny they noticed now, since I've been hanging around this spot for a while. It's possible that though the weight is staying about the same, the body is slowly tightening up because of the exercise. Either that or they haven't paid much attention to me, which is completely plausible. People ignore me all the...time. Diary. Diary. Diary!!!?!? What the f*** are you doing? Oh. This is a protest? Well f*** you b***h. Whats your problem? Huh? I give you credit. It's the credit you deserve. You're not the one riding the bike. Do you know how tough it is without the Sons of Anarchy? No. You don't. You're not the one constantly looking for decent s**t to eat all day long are you. Nope. I haven't had a Big Mac in months. Do you know how tough it is to drive by McDonalds all the time? Nope cause you sit on your lazy a** and beg for credit. Now shut the f*** up. Huh? Oh. You weren't ignoring me. You weren't looking for credit for my weight loss. Oh. That's what I like about you. You're so selfless and supportive. Just ignore me. Everyone else does.
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