Dear Diary,
Thats what I'm talking about. Made it through a weakend with an overall loss. And believe me, if ever there was a true weakend, this was it. Didn't work out Friday or Saturday. Ate like a mad man Saturday night. Actually, it wasn't that bad. It was just crazy compared to what I've become. I've definitely become someone and something different. Huh? Yeah I know, I'll always be an a**hole. And you'll always be a piece of s**t, so we're even. But you'll always stink and I can clean myself up. Recently I think I've been cleaning up kinda nice. The mirror has been nice to me and while I haven't tried to convince myself that I'm skinny, I do see something good going on. Clothes that were on their way to being too tight a couple of months back, are now too big. I'm going through the closet and finding some golden oldies and fitting them better than I did the first time around. I can do this because I've become dedicated to eating better and exercising. I've become super conscious of the things I eat and when I eat them. Before I just used to dump anything into the old gullet, anytime I pleased. I don't do that anymore. Now back to the things that'll never change. I will never like you and I will f*** you up if you ever get too sentimental on me. Now get the f*** outta my face.
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