June 6, Day 91, 243.0 lbs, 35.5% bf

Dear Diary,
Life all comes down to a series of situations and the decisions you make in them. Sometimes you make the right ones, sometimes you make the wrong ones. Sometimes what seemed right turns out to be wrong and vice versa. The key is to learn from results of the decision you made to improve future decision making. You can recover from bad decisions. So I'm not worried about anything. You with me so far? F*** it. Stupid. I'll break it down some. This weakend, not unlike any other, I was faced with a situation of eating the food that would take me off my path of food righteousness. Most of the weakend I walked my path and even hit a new low. I made a kick a** bag of trail mix and didn't even eat the whole thing. TLO suggested that I break it down into smaller bags so I wouldn't be tempted to eat it all in a single sitting. I decided to take that advice. TLO decided to hook up some lunch Sunday after church. Fried chicken wings, some dirtyish rice, cabbage and muffins. I decided to eat it all. No dumba** I didn't eat all of the food. I had some of all of the food. OK. I can see how I might have confused you Diary. So I ate some of the food. Plus the bite sized cheesecake desserts. I decided to eat that one 4 times. Bad decisions on my part. I kept on saying that I was gonna work it off last night. Went in the garage and proceeded to fall asleep on the weight bench. No decision there. It was completely involuntary. It was the itis. Didn't think I ate that much to make me sleepy several hours later. Huh? Oh I guess it probably was just the fact that it was about 11pm, but don't doubt me. The itis is real. Now if you decide to interrupt me again, I'm gonna decide to f*** you up. And if that muthaf***in scale decides to punish me again... Well I don't know what I'll do. Maybe I'll take my talents to the South Beach diet. Probably not though. Either way I need to make a decision. But it won't be televised, cause that would be stupid. But again, the way you make your decision can be dumb, but it can still work out in the end. Huh Lebron?